What

This is what I am listening to right now.
This.

Hahahahaha.
I have officially lost it again.

I'm looking forward to getting out to Paradise tomorrow but I wish I was going alone rather than with eight other people. I would go on another tramp alone when I got back but I have an aquatics course. The next week is O Week so perhaps I'll drive somewhere far out and sleep on a beach or something.

I just need time to go and scream somewhere and run until my legs burn.

I am sick of holding everything in my throat and locking everything in my chest just so that I don't make anyone else uncomfortable.

And then people ask you how you are and it is always the worst.

No internet or phones at least. Thank goodness.