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May 07, 2022

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working again1
world cup3
wringing my hands1
write anyway1
writing108
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yay for walks1
yay yay yay2
yeah buddy1
yeah everything is wonderful now1
yeah everything's okay1
yeah man1
year1
yeeeeeeah1
you2
you are a liar1
you are helping put it to sleep1
you can put the past away2
You could always stay1
you crazy bitch3
you don't know what love is2
you don't want no problem with me1
You get me closer to God1
you go and i'll be okay i can dream the rest away3
you know i'm not dead1
you know you want to1
you make know sense1
you make me feel like a whore1
you make me happy2
you make me sick1
You never should1
you people1
you said you'd marry me if I was twenty-three2
you saved the day1
you sit there in your heartache1
you sly dog1
you think you're such a badass1
you want nothing to do with me1
you're a fool1
you're a jerk1
you're asleep at the wheel1
you're dead1
you're just hilarious1
you're suffocating1
young2
your hands are shaking2

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