The Sky is Cracked
I am so sick of being sick!
I haven't been like this for a good four years or so now. Thankfully I'm now sick in a time that isn't peak sickness time at University, (Although, I was sick then, too) so I was actually able to get an appointment for today.
My friends keep asking if it could be glandular fever, but my glands never feel raised or funny, and I'm fairly sure I should be much, much more tired if I had glandular fever. I've been sick for a bit more than two months of the University year so far, and it's not helpful having to miss lectures in the last week before exams.
It's alright though, Courtney is going to buy me a new immune system.
But seriously, if I do have another infection that requires antibiotics- I don't really want to take them. It's always been my policy only to take these things when I really need them, but I've already taken antibiotics this year. Usually I only need them every few years.
I don't want to kill off all my good bacteria too and then get sick again quickly.
My stress levels should be so much better by now- I surely can't still be burnt out, I don't have anywhere near as many commitments or worrying things happening in my life as I did, I'm not even running when I'm sick.
So why am I so broken?
I haven't been like this for a good four years or so now. Thankfully I'm now sick in a time that isn't peak sickness time at University, (Although, I was sick then, too) so I was actually able to get an appointment for today.
My friends keep asking if it could be glandular fever, but my glands never feel raised or funny, and I'm fairly sure I should be much, much more tired if I had glandular fever. I've been sick for a bit more than two months of the University year so far, and it's not helpful having to miss lectures in the last week before exams.
It's alright though, Courtney is going to buy me a new immune system.
But seriously, if I do have another infection that requires antibiotics- I don't really want to take them. It's always been my policy only to take these things when I really need them, but I've already taken antibiotics this year. Usually I only need them every few years.
I don't want to kill off all my good bacteria too and then get sick again quickly.
My stress levels should be so much better by now- I surely can't still be burnt out, I don't have anywhere near as many commitments or worrying things happening in my life as I did, I'm not even running when I'm sick.
So why am I so broken?
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