Beat Boy

I've written this before. An old boss once told me, "In the battle between the heart and the head, the heart wins eventually."
Well, I know where my heart is right now.
Honesty is always the best policy so I told the truth and saw its effect in someone's eyes.
Where I was over the moon five days ago, I'm feeling very low now.
Too much going on, too little in my head.
Maybe I'm not so intelligent after all.
I don't know whether to take a chance and risk a lot or play it safe and maybe it'll all work out for the best.
But my gosh.
My gosh.
Your hugs.