They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance
I had a revelation in the car this morning; AND I HAVE FORGOTTEN IT.
Rather frustrating.
C'est pas grave.
I think it may have been something along the lines of; Don't be scared anymore, go for it.
Or, life is too short, who cares, do what you want.
I'm in rather a cynical mood today, and feeling particularly self-centred. I'm not proud of it!
On Sunday night I couldn't sleep because I kept having ideas for art. I had to keep turning on the light so I could quickly sketch or write something.
I found a street art magazine the other day with almost fifty pages on Banksy, I just about died of excitement, and practically threw the thirty dollars (Yes, THIRTY for a magazine) at the cashier.
And that wasn't too shabby really, but now I honestly want to drop two subjects so I can do my art panels again this year.
My absolute pipe dream is to become a graffiti artist.
But last night, I woke up at least once every hour. I struggled to sleep and then couldn't stay asleep.
Today, I'm a little down, and I have no idea why.
I almost don't like getting excited, (as I have been for the past couple of days) as I know it usually leads to me being very down after. Why?! Have I convinced myself that this is the pattern?
And now, I'm so tired that I'm over the idea of sleeping and I just think I'll stay up all night.
Sound like a plan?
My friend once told me that you can't used fatigue as an excuse for being tired, it just makes your feelings more prominent.
Maybe?
Rather frustrating.
C'est pas grave.
I think it may have been something along the lines of; Don't be scared anymore, go for it.
Or, life is too short, who cares, do what you want.
I'm in rather a cynical mood today, and feeling particularly self-centred. I'm not proud of it!
On Sunday night I couldn't sleep because I kept having ideas for art. I had to keep turning on the light so I could quickly sketch or write something.
I found a street art magazine the other day with almost fifty pages on Banksy, I just about died of excitement, and practically threw the thirty dollars (Yes, THIRTY for a magazine) at the cashier.
And that wasn't too shabby really, but now I honestly want to drop two subjects so I can do my art panels again this year.
My absolute pipe dream is to become a graffiti artist.
But last night, I woke up at least once every hour. I struggled to sleep and then couldn't stay asleep.
Today, I'm a little down, and I have no idea why.
I almost don't like getting excited, (as I have been for the past couple of days) as I know it usually leads to me being very down after. Why?! Have I convinced myself that this is the pattern?
And now, I'm so tired that I'm over the idea of sleeping and I just think I'll stay up all night.
Sound like a plan?
My friend once told me that you can't used fatigue as an excuse for being tired, it just makes your feelings more prominent.
Maybe?
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