She's a Genius

I have come to the conclusion that I do not like the person that I am today as much as the person I was three years ago.
And that I need to do something about it.
So I plan to change.
I plan to sort everything out, and I'll get help when I need it, I won't try and take it all on myself.
I think my whole life needs a big spring clean.
There are certain things that need to be put back in their place, and other things that need trashing.
And trust me, I will be doing a lot of trashing.
I'm sick of how society and the media pressure me to behave, I want to be nice.
I don't want to be hedonistic any longer.
I want to look after other people and myself.